Mind Tornado lol

Man oh man!! I feel like I've got a million things running through my mind at once!!

I'm really hoping we can get an apartment ASAP I love my brother and my sister in law to the stars and back, but I want my own home again. This living out of one bedroom thing has me wantin' to pull my hair out!! I want Taralyn to have her own place to play and I wanna get Bruce into his crib.

Another thing drivin' me nuts is the fact that my scale is packed! I know it sounds crazy but it's hard tryin' to lose weight and not knowin' if you are or not. I think I am . I'm wearin a size 5/6 and they don't stay up but a 3/4 is tooooo tight! Plus my ring has been slippin off my finger a lot. I won't get weighed again until the 25th and that seems so far away!! Oh and my gym doesn't have a scale! What kind of gym doesn't have a scale!?

Well at any rate, keep livin' life and lovin' the life you live ❥❥❥

What I Love About Sundays

Well today Hubby and I are going to go to Bass Pro Shops after the big kids get picked up, I don't mind staying with family but I can't wait to be back in our own place so I can start decorating the way I want. I think I have decided that I'm gonna make my own duvet cover because I can make it the way I want and it's so much cheaper.

On another note, I have decided to take control of my life. As of yesterday I decided to start a 365 day challenge. I want to become the best version of myself and to do that I have set daily goals to help with that. I tried explaining it to hubby and he was confused lol. So I am going to take him to our park tonight to better explain it. I will start to embrace who I am and learn to love myself again. I can't wait!!

"Take a walk down a back road,Tackle box and a cane pole;Carve our names in that white oak,An' steal a kiss as the sun fades,That's what I love about Sunday" -Craig Morgan, What I Love About Sunday 

Today Is A Good Day

Even though I'm sick as a dog lol! I've been at work since 10 and Brucey is still sleeping! Tired munchkin!

I was looking back at pictures today and I cannot believe that Taralyn will be 4 on the 27th! My baby has grown so much and is so amazing. She changed my life for the better and I will never be able to show her all of the love I have for her. She drives me crazy on a daily basis but I love her so much and she is worth every grey hair u will eventually have! <3

Ahhhh!!

Laying here in bed trying ti fight off this damn cold and it hit me, my surgery is less then a week away!! I'm really nervous and ready to get it over with. I've been put under before but the thought of it still makes me nervous. Day by day...

One Proud Mama

Bruce sat up all by himself unsupported for almost 10 minutes!!

I am so blessed to have 2 smart lil cookies!

T-Shirt Scarf

Courtesy of Pinterest 🙌

Steps:
1) Cut an old tshit at breast level.
2) Cut 2in tall strips at the bottom.
3) Gently pull on each strip to lightly stretch, if you pull to hard it will rip.

Brainstorming!!

Thanks to Pinterest I cannot wait to get back into our own home!! I have so many ideas for any place we move, we are at hubby's sister's house and they are in the process of finishing their basement, they put in their own built in shelves and it looks so good!

I have also already picked out our new bedding and what not! I'm so glad he's back working and making decent money!!

Maybe it's time things will start looking up!!

About This Mama

Thanks for checking out my blog! It will follow my life through the daily ups and downs. I currently have CIN 3, which is stage 3 precancerous cell growth on my cervix. I can do this...I can beat this. 

Ok now onto the fun stuff, I am the mama of two beautiful munchkins, Taralyn (3yr) and Bruce (3mo), and am the wife to the best man ever, Brian. I'm a tattooed, camo wearin, off road muddin, gun totin, kinda mama lol. I am very southern in case ya couldn't tell. More updates comin' soon!!

"Life is only as hard as you make it, convince yourself it's hard and it will be. Love every second of it and it will love you back."